This is be short, I am single again. And to be honest the only thing that made me sad was the way that he treated me, like dirt. Nothing good… And I am glad that he are not dating anymore.
- Audition for Sundays in the Park with George.
- Second date with a great guy at Cheesecake factory.
- Tech Sunday for The Children’s Hour.
A nap is probably going to also be in the cards for me today. Seeing as how I’ve been up since 3 am. Happy weekend, all!
Sounds like fun! Good luck on your audition!
I’m having such a hard time with this… with the relationship I’m in, right now. Yes I am dating someone… I just never mention about him before because it was a a rough start. I’m sorry to my friends out there, that I haven’t said anything.
This upcoming Saturday we will be dating for two months… If you even want to call it dating… it has been an emotional roller coaster for me and sad to say it had more downs then ups. I’m not sure why I am even still dating him. Maybe because I am trying to have patient with him and still hoping that it will change for the better. And what makes me want to through in the towel is the way he talks to me at times. Talking down, getting angry at my ideas, telling me to take at chill pill and saying “well, welcome to America…” He tells me about things that need to be change and I need to do things different. He may add a “we” to the sentence, but it sounds more like “you.” And when he does say we need to do things different, then he doesn’t seem to do it when the time comes. He is a type that gets upset about things when it doesn’t does his way. News flash, things come up that plans have to change and you can’t always get what you want.
My list can go on… which is sad. I thought he might be someone who could love me and really care about me… But he never have me a hug and only days he likes me… I am not sure what to think anymore. I want to scream and figure things out, But I don’t want to go through the emotions. I thought being in a relationship would make me happier, but instead it is make me sad, stress, and confuse. Should I just end it or keep praying that it will get better? Or should I put a pause on it to see if this really could work out. I’m not even sure what to do anymore…
Why is it so tough?